7.20.2015

Sit and Think

Hello People.
(I re upload Sit and Think here, because I had a lot of good feedback when I first posted it, so why not, but also for those who wants to know what kind of post I do, you'll see, I just share my life with you.. enjoy ❤)

06.20.15
MOON, 19JUNE2015It’s currently 1am, and I’m here, on my sofa, writing this.(obv, I wont post till it’s good) About two hours ago, at 11pm, I heard a firework in the park next to my home (actually there are a lot of fireworks next to where I live, especially at this time of the year). I went to my balcony to see it, and instead of the powerful colors in the sky, my attention went to the moon, a beautiful lightly moon, who was really close to earth (it’ s the first time I see the moon as close to Earth as it). And I don’t know why, but the weather was so nice and the moon was so beautiful, I just decided to sit on the floor and I started to think. Just think. I thought about what life gave me. 2015 has been an incredible year for me, and even if it’s only the half of it, I can tell it’s been the best year of my life so far. I thought about all I have done and all that I had in 2015. But I also thought about everything in my life.
Life gave me so many good things here. Some amazing friends (in real life or in internet). It also gave me a wonderful big sister which I love with all of my heart (and also a wonderful dog). But it also gave me some shitty moments. I have known a lot of problem (health/mental) in my life that made me feel really bad.. I also felt lonely a lot of time. I also made some horrible decision, and I made more than a few mistakes. I said that 2015 has been an incredible year so far, but I must confess, May have not been the happiest months. I returned to that point where I would cry everynight, ’till my sister will come to sleep (yes, we share the same bedroom),but even with her here really next to me, I would wake up at 3am and cry.. I didn’t know why, and I still don’t know, I wanted to cry like that, but I felt really lonely, and yeah.. Felt really bad. So, in my balcony, I was thinking about that aswell. But the fact that I thought about bad things AND good things that happened to me, make me feel better ? I just realized that although for me there were more bad things than good things, good things outweighed the bad, the good things make me feel a little bit “stronger” just by thinking about it. They make me realize that even though bad things were horrible to live, there was always good things that would surpass everything, and it makes me realize how much life can be beautiful and how much you should be grateful for things (good obv) that happened to you, because life can be horrible sometimes, but those little happy things that happened are better than everything ! So yeah, just realized how much I was repeating my words, but the purpose of this post it just to make you realize how life was (more than) once beautiful to you.
So if you’re having a bad day, or if you’re feeling a bit sad, just sit and think about all that life has given to you, bad and good things, and you’ll see, everything will be better.

I hope this will help some of you, really.
(it’s the first time that I sat and thought, and it help me, this morning when I woke up, I felt a bit more happy ? I don’t know how to say, it sounds a bit stupid to say that, but I did feel better)
If you want to share some tips about how to feel better during a bad day, comment down below !


Love yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaax FRFRxx

11 comments:

  1. I loved it when it was first post on your first blog, and I still love it know ! It's cool, I love this post, I'm glad you reuploaded it it just, ok i don't have word lmao, I just love this article

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  2. I'm new here, and omg, your post is soooo cool ! If all your post look like that I will be for sure one of your subscribers

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  3. Wooow, just realized how much I'm in love with this post omg. It just super cool to 'Sit and Think' such a cool idea. Looking for some new post x

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  4. This is such a good post ! It's kind of remind me a cool girl called Zoella ! This is kind of the same spirit ! Hope your blog will grow up fast ! I can't wait for the next articile x

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  5. Wooow this post I mean wow. I'll do that now whenever I feel bad ! Thank you so much for sharing that x

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  6. Do you know Zoella ? Because you have the exactly same spirit. This post kind of remind me her article about Panic Attack, but here you're talking about bad/good moments. Such a good article. Love it. I can't wait for the next post

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    1. OK YOU MADE MY DAY OH MY GOD. Zoë is such a role model for me, I love her so much. I'm super happy that you relate me to her ! Thank you for this comment x

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  7. I LOVE THOSE KIND OF POST OMG. IT4 SUCH A GOOD POST. I LOVE PEOPLE WHO SHARES THEIR LIFE, BUT IN ORDER TO HELP OTHER!!! So coooooooool. You did well girl x

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  8. I love this post so much! I completely understand this so much! I have had similar times in my life. Have you ever listened to Mod-Sun? His music is all about positivity and I think you would really like it! If you ever need anything or go through a time like this again I am here to talk.

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    1. Hi lovely ! Glad you liked that post. It was kind of hard for me to post this, because I was scared of what people would say, about my story. I'm glad(?, I can't choose a better word) you understand this. But I'm really sorry if you felt like that. Hope everything is ok now. I never listened to Mod-Sun, but I definitly should ! Thank you so much for your support. If you need to talk too, I am here. xx

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  9. Such a good post. I understand your point of view. Hopefully now everything is ok. You should listen to river flows in you (remix dubstep) while you thinking about good ans bad stuff. That make me wanna fight more. Great post x

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