(I re upload Sit and Think here, because I had a lot of good feedback when I first posted it, so why not, but also for those who wants to know what kind of post I do, you'll see, I just share my life with you.. enjoy ❤)
It’s currently 1am, and I’m here, on my sofa, writing this.(obv, I wont post till it’s good) About two hours ago, at 11pm, I heard a firework in the park next to my home(actually there are a lot of fireworks next to where I live, especially at this time of the year).I went to my balcony to see it, and instead of the powerful colors in the sky, my attention went to the moon, a beautiful lightly moon, who was really close to earth(it’ s the first time I see the moon as close to Earth as it). And I don’t know why, but the weather was so nice and the moon was so beautiful, I just decidedto siton the floor and I started to think.Just think. I thought aboutwhat life gave me.2015 has been an incredible year for me, and even if it’s only the half of it, I can tell it’s beenthe best year of my life so far. I thought about all I have done and all that I had in 2015. But I also thought about everything in my life.
Life gave me so many good things here. Some amazing friends (in real life or in internet). It also gave me a wonderful big sister which I love with all of my heart (and also a wonderful dog). But it also gave me some shitty moments. I have known a lot of problem (health/mental) in my life that made me feel really bad.. I also felt lonely a lot of time. I also made some horrible decision, and I made more than a few mistakes. I said that 2015 has been an incredible year so far, but I must confess, May have not been the happiest months. I returned to that point where I would cry everynight, ’till my sister will come to sleep (yes, we share the same bedroom),but even with her here really next to me, I would wake up at 3am and cry.. I didn’t know why, and I still don’t know, I wanted to cry like that, but I felt really lonely, and yeah.. Felt really bad. So, in my balcony, I was thinking about that aswell. But the fact that I thought about bad things AND good things that happened to me, make me feel better ? I just realized that although for me there were more bad things than good things, good things outweighed the bad, the good things make me feel a little bit “stronger” just by thinking about it. They make me realize that even though bad things were horrible to live, there was always good things that would surpass everything, and it makes me realize how much life can be beautiful and how much you should be grateful for things (good obv) that happened to you, because life can be horrible sometimes, but those little happy things that happened are better than everything ! So yeah, just realized how much I was repeating my words, but the purpose of this post it just to make you realize how life was (more than) once beautiful to you.
So if you’re having a bad day, or if you’re feeling a bit sad, just sit and think about all that life has given to you, bad and good things, and you’ll see, everything will be better.
I hope this will help some of you, really.
(it’s the first time that I sat and thought, and it help me, this morning when I woke up, I felt a bit more happy ? I don’t know how to say, it sounds a bit stupid to say that, but I did feel better)
If you want to share some tips about how to feel better during a bad day, comment down below !